Msblackrose

The witch of the north

I have felt all my life, since I was a child, that I am a witch. No idea, which kind, but a good one. And no one of those that movies or religion has told us.

I was attracted to the tarot cards since very early age, attracted to all related to witchcraft, witches, etc.

Growing up, very soon I started to buy my own cards. But readings has been for myself. Few times here and there, I tried to read to friends, but using the books, cause I lacked confidence, but reading the books make it longer and boring I guess for the friend waiting. Even so, they got connected, and like magic there were read exactly what was going on for them in the present and the guidelines of the cards where listen.

Also I always used to buy candles, wand, cristal ball, books etc. Even I don’t use too much time to it. From time to time, I return to it like a boomerang.
I cannot escape this. It is not something I can forget, and let in the past. It comes back to me always. It is part of me, even my work life or life situations may shake it, keep it away for a while…

I have live already almost 20 years in Turku. And here also, I have tried to google, where I can buy staff, many times unsuccessfully.

In 2024 I found a shop in Turku. And I went once. Not always the willing to buy match with the money available to spent. It was nice to talk with the person in there. I have that feeling to be at home. Also I wanted to buy all, but just few candles and a wand I bought. I have to visit again. Time goes faster than I want.

At 14-15 years old I had a bad experience with a Ouija. That never I had told to anyone. Since then I forbidden myself to use it anymore. Fortunately I got back on my track, without loosing my mind, what felt very possible. And even I did forbidden it to myself, I have to recognize that when I see one I feel attracted as with all related to witchcraft or mystic.

I have also like a game read hands and eyes to my friends, feeling electrify when the reaction of them was like I was saying something true for them, from the past or present.

And even I am not a profesional, always I am willing to have a chance to practice. In Finland didn’t have so many oportunities. And it is not easy to connect and build strong friendships. More in the actual time.

Positively, again like a boomerang I will go back to it, to study about it, and hopefully I will meet people with the same energy that I have.

Life phases and cycles may affect me again and again, and my witchcraft can go like a roller coaster up and down. I were, I am and I will be a witch. And as the north called me here, and I came without knowing the reason and overcoming challenge after challenge, I am and I will the witch of the North. So it be.