The witch of the north
I have felt all my life, since I was a child, that I am a witch. No idea, which kind, but a good one. And no one of those that movies or religion has told us.
I was attracted to the tarot cards since very early age, attracted to all related to witchcraft, witches, etc.
I growth up and I started to buy my own cards. I do readings normally for myself. Just few times here and there, I tried to do the reading to others. But I used the guiding books with others, even this may make the reading longer and boring. Even the person had a good reading, for myself I even got scared, like if you have a power that not sure how to control. And also sometimes I played few times to read eyes and hands, trying to lose my introverted side, and letting me flow connected, and felt totally shocked to get into the other person right to that point, that a magic and magnetic moment occurs for both of us.
Also I always used to buy candles, wand, crystal ball, books etc. Even I don’t use too much time to it. From time to time, I return to it like a boomerang.
I cannot escape this. It is not something I can forget, and let in the past. It comes back to me always. It is part of me, even my work life or life situations may shake it, keep it away for a while…
I have live already 20 years in Turku. And here also, I have tried to google, where I can buy staff, many times unsuccessfully.
At 14-15 years old I had a bad experience with a Ouija. That never I had told to anyone. Since then I forbidden myself to use it anymore. Fortunately I got back on my track, without loosing my mind, what felt very possible. And even I did forbidden it to myself, I have to recognise that when I see one I feel attracted as with all related to witchcraft or mystic.
And even I am not a professional, always I am willing to have a chance to practice. In Finland I haven’t had so many opportunities, at least not yet. And it is not easy to connect and build strong friendships.
In 2025 I had a chance to know that there are a lot of people here too with this attraction to witchcraft. Even didn’t have the time to get any friendship bloom. Still I am grateful to have this peephole and see I am not the only one.
I know that I would be like a boomerang, I will go back to it, to study about it, and hopefully I will meet people with the same energy that I have, to build strong and solid connections.
Life phases and cycles may affect me again and again, and my witchcraft can go like a roller coaster up and down. I were, I am and I will be a witch. And as the north called me here, and I came without knowing the reason and overcoming challenge after challenge, I am and I will the witch of the North. So it be.
